Begüm Malkoçlar

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About

Begüm Malkoçlar is a Turkish artist currently living and working in London. Her work focuses on investigating the intrinsic link between reality and fiction, alluding to the dynamic nature of memory itself which changes and shifts as time and setting change. By attempting to understand her cultural background, she takes a step backwards and examines reflections of memories in a humanistic and tender manner. She is interested in the particularity of the memories as they comes from a very subjective point of view and provide one with the material for communication and the necessary tools to create meanings out of the world. Through her art practice, Begüm navigates fundamental themes surrounding identity, existence, family, generational differences, and time. To bridge the past with present, she employs a variety of media, including analog and digital film, hand-drawn and digitally-drawn illustrations, collages, and writings. Begüm maintains a playful, child-like disposition in her art, where fiction and non-fiction are intricately woven together, culminating in a theatrical re-staging of moments. As a contemporary artist, Begüm actively strives to preserve the past and all of its meanings while also allowing for the adaptation and acceptance of new interpretations over time.


Begüm holds a BA diploma from the Pratt Institute, NYC and is currently completing her Master at the Royal College of Art in Contemporary Art Practice.


Statement

Memories are a fictitious realm, similar to the fictional worlds we encounter in stories and myths that are subject to change over time. Thereby, the concept of absolute truth remains elusive in the domain of memories since they exist subjectively, influenced by the mind and emotions. Our minds do not consciously curate which memories to keep and which ones to discard, and sometimes we hold on to certain memories for a lifetime, while others remain dormant in the depths of our minds. What makes memories truly unique and exciting is the contrast between what we intend to capture and what we unintentionally capture at the end. Parallel to a fictional world, memories saturate otherwise mundane moments with a mise-en-scène and a compelling narrative, adding a very unique perspective of seeing, interpreting and sharing our ways of being.

For this particular story, everything started with a peculiar sunflower. I remembered my grandpa sitting on a plastic chair with faded and dried sunflower on his lap and the story began. This sunflower became a symbol, an emotion, a question, an answer, and a journey to comprehend the essence of our beings. Through the sunflower, I remembered. Through the the sunflower, I asked myself the question: 

How can we hold on to something that constantly slips away from our fingers?

Our encounter with time is complex, enigmatic, and never-ending, but through our understanding of the relationship between space and time, we can better position ourselves in this world. Time contains infinite existence and expansive pool of data, so grand that the human mind ultimately fails to fully comprehend the extent of what it really is. Hence, it must be broken down into fragments in order to be accesible to the mind. Just like analyzing a single frame of a filmstrip, the components of time has to be reduced into small, brief, comprehensible parts so that the mind can process and make meaning out of it. 

The fragments of life.

Life is but a collection of fragments, the everlasting essences of existence, and our relationships with the elements that comprise it. Each element serves a vital role in the narrative that is our life story. The world around us, the people we encounter, and the infinite moments of the present; every object, person, emotion, and loss that shapes us is woven together, one thread at a time, like a tapestry. Our quest for meaning is never-ending, and though we may not have all the answers, we gradually come to understand ourselves better.

We Are All Here

Medium: Digital Illustration

Writer's Desk

Medium: Analog and Digital Film

The Patterns of Our Childhood

Medium: Video

Size: 4 min